Life As I See It

So I want to say that I am currently working on myself and my actions. But at this current moment at roughly 6:30 in the morning; I am upset. "And the award for the biggest understatement of the week goes to......" Better yet; I'm absolutely PISSED! I feel like I'm in the casino playing Blackjack way too long and I'm going to crap out instead of cash out like I'm supposed to. How dare I make a move and think about the future moves?! Looks like I need to go back to the drawing board......

Follow me now because might throw you askew for a loop: I am the summation of the angels and demons that I've embraced and somewhat created. I by no means am claiming omnipotence of ANY degree. But inherently speaking; my actions and inactions have led certain people to act irrationally and what someone would view as "self-centric". So we all have an influence on the way people interact, no matter the concentration.

It is said that every Genesis; there's a revelation. For the past 10 years, I've chased a dream thought to be deferred. Heartache after heartache; depression turned to suppression and I had to swallow it all for the sake of slowly gaining strength of resistance. But like a VIRUS the apocalyptic circumstances come back and this time I've outran the crisis. But I've allowed myself to remain in the presence of the Devil and Reaper...... What do I do?

I am by Christopher Bostic " To some, I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing. To some, I am a angel in a demon's outfit To some, I am the pillar that holds their temple of tranquility. To some, I am the dividing line between Triumph and Despair." I am Life. I am your sun and moonlight. I can be either your best dream or worst nightmare. I can be your biggest hero or your greatest villain. I can be your help or your harm. I am YOU.