Life As I See It

They say you can't have light without shadows..... As I sit typing this post, I can't help but feel like as light-hearted as I am, that binding shadow of my second life. That part of me that wants to result to the late nights, the long conversations, the future plans without regards to the days coming up. The lies we'd like so desperately to be the truth; the one and only truth. To hug you and smell Moon Stone on your neck..... To be made aware of the pieces of us we gave each other we exchanged. How we can to this day watch from afar and be comforted in knowing if no one else cares about us; that we've got each other's hearts still..... But I'm not the same person I was then. That person died 9/29/2013 back when ignorance was bliss......

June 2008 until present: She's been following me, in my thoughts; in my heart and in my spirit. Darkened skins, eyes that don't lie, hips that can take you on a trip, and an intelligence that can challenge even the ones with doctorates... But even as we argue, fuss and go through our phases; I watch her and she watches me. Are we one in the same? Maybe. We have each other's hearts; hand over fist. I love her; and she loves me; always and forever. But I'm sure I'm dreaming now....... Aren't I?