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This just in......

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Saw in on a Netflix show called Daybreakers (great show BTW so check it out when you get a chance) the following quote: "Day Dreamer and a Night Thinker". So I began to think about how I've been doing lately. I just reached my 1 year anniversary with my job, saved $4k+ when I move, I have stock options, retirement and then some..... So you'd think I'd be pretty happy about my accomplishments right? Well I am, elated actually. But I'm also realizing that I'm developing a pretty nasty temper. And I mean short and violent. I told an ex friend that I can do magic; if he keeps testing my patience, I'll turn his warm body into a cold one. (Yikes 😳) Pretty sure that I'm going to be told that I'm crazy and I need to seek help. Y'know, the same thing any former foster child is told. But as I'm lying down thinking of why my mind is so clouded by anger. Then it hits me: I'm tired of people having feelings directed TOWARDS me versus having fee