Life As I See It

Well it's March 26th and its the end of the worst I've ever had. Sunday-argued with my supposed to be homeboy about who I date. Dad went ballistic over things I don't remember. Night before the GHSGT, my states graduation test. Monday-took the English Language Arts portion. Talk to a old flame and became Facebook married(essentially). Chilled or at least tried, dealt with more drama. Tuesday-woke to the Mathematics portion was in a daze but I was able to focus and finish. Dealt with some heartache and drama but otherwise was unaffected by the day. Wednesday-rose early for the Social Studies portion, my favorite subject, and did well. More drama from Yakki and his I hate your girlfriend crusade. Thursday-Finish the week with Science, and had a pretty peaceful day. Except the re-entry of my OTHER old flame but we aren't going anywhere now [fortunately] Friday-BREAK UP AT THE WORST TIME!- My homegirl broke up with me......tch like it matters though. A week

I hang with backstabbers Associate with blacksliders Date attention hogs Lay down with dogs Protect the weak Bring up the meek Labled a heretic Hung before the Inquistion Take advantage of Gives but not given love Dragged through the town of asses Beaten then drowned by the masses No savior, no sanctity No appeasement, just relentless insanity Followers of vanity Believers of the sadistic .smh. -- *Is trusting you again such a good idea? [-_-] I Guess I'll just have to wait and see won't I? (: )*

Whats me without you the sky minus the blue A hustler without a hustle is like a Director without a crew. Sick and tired of waiting Not worried about paper-chasing Sick of the pain you always creating My Family saying "Move On" "Nah we straight man" Always fussing and fighting Day out and Day In Now you on my ass Saying I gotta "Stay out or Stay In" I'm trying to stay commited But the attitudes not called for Even though I love you I'm not walk that door. -- *Is trusting you again such a good idea? [-_-] I Guess I'll just have to wait and see won't I? (: )*

My Spirit and Conscience vs. My Feelings and Impulses.                                                                                Everyday we must try and better ourselves. Everyday we struggle, to stay in line. Whether we want to go out, or finish that assignment we've been bullshittin' on. To get with this person, knowing that he/she is freaky, or date that saint who everyone thinks is weird To go to the club, knowing you might see your EX or that homegirl you wanna talk to. Do what you parents say, or do your own thing. Ralph Waldo Emerson once said "Imitation is suicide." But it is also said that you must "Find a way or make one." We struggle to find our way in life, not because we are lost, but because we try and fight our upbringings, principles and conscience. The picture above is an example I think we all can agree on.                                                                  The Left Hand Picture This is the conscience we try an

Whats Up it is the 18th of February, and I just Wanna check into make sure all is kosher. I find myself in a bit of a bind , I can't seem to find a significant balance between the old school upbringing i lived with, and the new school tactics of my generation. I seem to be considered lame because of my odd nature(I'm hype some days and silent others) I don't give a complete hoot about peoples opinions of me [-_-], but it baffles me that I'm so out-of-place in modern-day teenage society. Everyday I go to school and I'm like "WTF IS A LIL B?", "WTF IS THE CATDADDY?". So am I wrong for my ignorance of the new school, while there are possibly of thousands of teens who don't know who the GAP BAND was?

So I met this shorty in Chi-Town, Used to live in my Town. Call her my best friend, but she's forever on my mind(wow) It may be doomed from jump street so I won't put her on front street. But the longing I feel sorta kills me....... But no matter what you go through, I want you to know I support you, and how much I adore you....... There are so many things unspoken, I take you as a token, of all the divine qualities that are embodied in one person, and even though you're hurting, from the idiocrasies of that "person". I'll stand the test of time because baby girl. YOU'RE WORTH IT! #LoverandFriends <3

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So alot of my friends ask me to go out with them places, because hate for me cooped up in the house all the time. So towards the end of 2010 we went to this party and everyone was chill then people started wildin out! So here are my drama-free, party friendly rules. 1) Unless you have a designated driver, don't drink too much. 2) If you can't ride with someone, meet them there, there is strength in numbers. 3) Under no circumstances do you leave your drink on a table, date rape is a possibility. 4) Bring prepaid phone with you, along with a preloaded gift card of money, ballers are targets of robbery. 5) Parties are social events, not flash dating venues, Bring Your Own Date. 6) If possible, touch base to see how you're friends are getting home. 7) Eat before and afterward not at the party. 8) Know who's single who isn't, dancing on peoples dates may spark a fight. 9) Ladies don't dress sleazy then get mad for being called a hoe, you are what you act

So I was by one of my friends to do a entry on seeing the you no one else does. Or metaphorically speaking, looking in the mirror. People sometimes look in the mirror in order give themselves a false sense of security (Everythings ok......., He/She's coming back......etc) And I mean sometimes it may work out, but there are "thoses times". The times its that one little that blows your self confidence out the water. The guy who you liked that went with the girl you hate. Or some chick blowing your head up, but only wanted your money. So your egos shot and you have no one to turn to so what do you do? Some lie, some do a self check and "look in the mirror". "But what if I don't like what i see?". Change it, its that simple. If you mean and you know it, start being nice. Or if you are very permiscious, then go celibate. And gradually you will grow to a confident individual. So other than looking in the mirror, what others ways either social or non-soc

Seeing as how this a community blog, there will be rules to abide by. 1) No drama or arguing about things outside the blog topic.(This ain't FACEBOOK!) 2) No gay bashing (HELL NO!) 3) No disrespect towards commenters (its their opinion) 4) This isn't match.com, don't cruise the blog for a spouse.

Hi! What's up. The point of this blog is to discuss the various aspects of how men and women act in relationships. Now It's suppose to entail the various stereotypes we deal with today. Which are: all men are dogs. women are weak and emotionally unstable, men love to cheat, and of course: HOMOSEXUALITY! (for the supporters and persons only. Now if you have another topic you think should be discussed , you may email it to me and i will consider posting it in a blog. Thank You and I can't wait to here from you.