I want you.....
As I listen to the titular song of this post by the great Marvin Gaye, it's a day before your 27th birthday and I suddenly want you to do things that I have never wished for you to experience in life. I, as a person who wishes for the best for everyone that I have and haven't had a chance to meet in this world, wish the worst things for you to experience. Nothing that'll can kill you though. I now understand that it's a cop out that you don't deserve to receive. I gave you 10 years of my life, and you threw it to the wind.... And for what?? A bisexual college ex? A God that you believe in not because it's appropriate but because of the fact that believing is the only thing that you can do to help stabilize the chaotic nature you've developed. So as I sit here and want you to want me just as I have always wanted you. I realize that I have been looking at it incorrectly. You're smarter than me by numerical viewpoints but the moments I have been cut and