Life As I See It

So recently, tried something new; I tried voyeurism. For those that don't know what it is. It's watching your spouse have sex with another person. Not for the possessive or the faint of heart. I tried it with my girlfriend and best friend. They tried to get it to work; I had to step out for a couple of reasons. They panicked because they were afraid I was plotting to kill them both (😂 the nerve of some people). I had to talk them out of their individual guilt trips to keep it moving. Otherwise, we would have had a case on our hands. Long story short: I realized that I am a bit clingy and just how fast I detached when it happened. Oh and Happy Holidays

My dad died yesterday..... I got the news today. How do I feel? Numb, not the numbness felt when you hate someone. But the numbness felt when for the first 15 years of experience; everyday was a painful reminder that you were brought into the world alone and that's essentially the same way you'll go out. Phillip Augustus Holmes, was a talented man, a loving husband and a doting father. He taught me how to fish, how to care for dogs and gave me a taste of my old school music. While I was young when I knew him; I'll never forget the time spent at his house listening to records and getting in trouble for opening collectors edition Hot Wheels cars. I remember getting my hair cut (an army crew cut) by him. I remember him introducing me to his wife (Barbara Holiday - who never got the title she deserved.) All this to say, we are committed to the earth. We are born from clay; and to clay we must return..... Ashes to ashes; dust to dust. Rest in Peace and Quiet Father. Yo