incoming call from 1-800-manfuckyall
Scrapping with the bro's used to be something that I would avoid when I was younger..... But now I'm like: "what's the best way to make them feel the way I do on a daily basis." Rage, animosity, confusion....not giving a fuck about the way I feel about the abandonment from a decade ago. But just being free from the singular reality on the day to day was enough. Friends creeping with my girls; girls trashing me with the niggas I'd dap up not knowing that these people were watching me struggling to maintain my sanity. Struggling to keep my head up. And when I find out, I get the: "I don't know how the conversation got started....." And "I just want to let you know..." But I never found out what caused the niggas I'd give my last breath for, to cause them to burn me the way I think. So I now have to peep the moves made when they think I'm not looking. So the whole loyalty thing is one sided. I get cheated but I can't say anyt...