Life As I See It

For 25 years I've had to brushups with the darker minds of society. Robbers  Killers Drug dealers Rapists And child molesters. "To get to where you are going, you must first acknowledge where you are." Who am I? Where was I? Where am I going? I ask myself these multiple times a day. I've been told that I was resourceful, intelligent, cunning at times. But that's tapping into the situation I came from, the antisocial, baser side that dad has repulsed daily for 10 years. But......in an effort to find himself; he has begun to alienate me. Making me feel less than useful. Reminding and enjoying reminiscing on my failures and shortcomings. He wants maturity, but what is developing is a side that I don't know if I can control: As the first picture shows, I am slipping. Slipping into a unfamiliar realm that I have no idea how or WHAT I'm going to do or even be for that matter. I always that once I got "...o

So y'all in these African colors, what do they mean to you? Is it an improvement, a movement, or just another thing to do? See BLM, was a movement before it became something to rep. I thank my lucky stars when I wake, and thank y'all when I step. Because y'all didn't try to rob, kill or destroy me for the fame from it. That's seem to be why guys think that they would get play from it. Black Lives do Matter; but mine matters first-hand. I'll do what I can to help yours, but I'm only one man. Try as I might, pray as hard you can. But I can't change the land.....