Resilient like a......

like a hard headed teenager? 🤔

Picture posted makes sense yeah?

Growing up in a closed off environment is and was different. I taught me how to be well....me.
Ups and downs, I was here for it. I had to be, I didn't have drugs and alcohol to check me out. So I had to practice to make better. Thinking about writing a book, Dia Michelle (I didn't know that I was talking to a famous R&B artist.) Helped consider the seriousness of the thought, I created a book with drawings for publication in 4th grades. S/O to Maria Lazaro for helping me with that back then. I wonder how she's doing. But I've grown right? I mean, compared to where I should have been, versus where I am now. There's a enormous amount of effort implemented. All the abuse and pain.

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