Life As I See It

This feeling is called euphoria eu·pho·ri·a / yo͞oˈfôrēə / Learn to pronounce noun a feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness. "the euphoria of success will fuel your desire to continue training" Because this has to be a dream. Don't get me wrong, not every dream has a happy ending. No pot of gold, fairies or princes. And this is one of the most intense euphoric ones. - got a 6.05 million count pandemic on our hands. - 16.8% unemployment rate in the United States alone. - racial division at an all-time high - political and judicial systemic chaos occurring at an all time high average. I, as a black man already have to deal with stereotypical nuances from men, women and children of my own race; but I have to deal with it from others as well? Sic Semper Fidelis [Always loyal; Always Faithful] As the looting and rioting continue, I have to ask: 'as much as I have dealt with in the past 4 years (let alone 27), how can I as a [ black ]   care about ...

This is a test. It's gotta be, people are dying, folks are getting sick, governments are turning on each other. How are you going to praise someone for their stance, then down them the next? Out of 2.64 million cases WORLD-WIDE, we're responsible for almost a million of them. But you want to open the country for business? Yo, this has to be the scariest thing I have had to live through......

Saw in on a Netflix show called Daybreakers (great show BTW so check it out when you get a chance) the following quote: "Day Dreamer and a Night Thinker". So I began to think about how I've been doing lately. I just reached my 1 year anniversary with my job, saved $4k+ when I move, I have stock options, retirement and then some..... So you'd think I'd be pretty happy about my accomplishments right? Well I am, elated actually. But I'm also realizing that I'm developing a pretty nasty temper. And I mean short and violent. I told an ex friend that I can do magic; if he keeps testing my patience, I'll turn his warm body into a cold one. (Yikes 😳) Pretty sure that I'm going to be told that I'm crazy and I need to seek help. Y'know, the same thing any former foster child is told. But as I'm lying down thinking of why my mind is so clouded by anger. Then it hits me: I'm tired of people having feelings directed TOWARDS me versus having fee...

So I think I'm going to start doing reviews. Alright! So I purchased the album Apple Danish by Takamaru Gaiden..... https://bandcamp.com/christopher_bostic 👈 click here for this and MORE! (Editor's note: I'm not the artist I'm just a reviewer lol) So it popped up on my notifications at 12:45 in the morning. I listened to it in it's entirety, which typically I'd do eventually with J. Cole, Kendrick Lamar and Flying Lotus albums. It's a pretty good album. Intrance (yes I know I it's spelled "entrance") starts with a demand for an unknown device to turn on the TV. I personally think that he used Google Home 😂. Apple Danish is something new and exciting, but familiar. It's 22-23 plus tracks and it's something for everyone. My personal favorites are Vennus, Heller, and Hateno (for anyone who loves Breath of the Wild) It's a digital celebration for every occasional occurrence. I highly recommend that you give it a listen and...

Warning: This may trigger some people of different cultural heritages and races so I apologize for the following stance. But I however, am not apologetic for the reasonings behind it. Let's get it. I, as a black in 2,019th year of the Lord feel the following about abortion: I am Pro-Choice for the following reasons: 1) a child should not be the forced to live in the world where we don't even know where we are headed. 2) Not all doors opened lead to a safe room but not all doors lead to chaos either. 3) as we currently are, we have no safeguard from others (sometimes not even ourselves). The reason why I am pro-choice because I feel like just because people have sex doesn't mean they are inherently obligated to have a kid on the off choice that a baby is introduced into the equation. Because as any seasoned parent will tell you: there is nothing that can prepare you for the experience of having a kid. I also feel as though an abortion shouldn't be an automatic c...

What's up world? Seeing as how I feel that I will be the only one that reads this I'll spare you the intro. Feeling like I'm sprung, the person attached to this post is still attached to me..... I'm in a whole relationship with someone else but make moves as if she's still relevant to my present. Her presence were presents when I can afford to pay the price for the rentals. But I know that she and I are 2 different wavelengths. She wants to see how high she can get. I am going to see how far I can go and how much I can learn as I go. Been up since one today and she's been on my mind a lot. It's days from my birthday and I still wonder if I'll get a "hey Chris, I hope you have a wonderful birthday....Nix 😘" type message. Doubt it, but one can dream right? Hell I wonder if she even thinks of me.... Tuh, even if she does , there's nothing I can do to change the circumstances. A whole bunch of arguing about why we shouldn't date after 10 y...

As I listen to the titular song of this post by the great Marvin Gaye, it's a day before your 27th birthday and I suddenly want you to do things that I have never wished for you to experience in life. I, as a person who wishes for the best for everyone that I have and haven't had a chance to meet in this world, wish the worst things for you to experience. Nothing that'll can kill you though. I now understand that it's a cop out that you don't deserve to receive. I gave you 10 years of my life, and you threw it to the wind.... And for what?? A bisexual college ex? A God that you believe in not because it's appropriate but because of the fact that believing is the only thing that you can do to help stabilize the chaotic nature you've developed. So as I sit here and want you to want me just as I have always wanted you. I realize that I have been looking at it incorrectly. You're smarter than me by numerical viewpoints but the moments I have been cut and...