One day

"Die a hero; or live long enough to see yourself become a villain...."

I've made my choice to contribute; to love; to help others until I'm placed 6 feet under in a pine box....

This is my focus, my vision for my future.

I have made a choice where I have no other way to live with myself and push the envelope.

"If it's meant then it'll be; of it's not then fuck it I'mma try....."

Because one day everybody gotta die and live deal with the choices made while alive right??

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